Sleep calls, but the call for homework is obscenely louder. why oh why.
this past weekend I learned a couple things of myself. i finally saw some light shine on the fact that I am a person with a great heart. And why do you say that because while playing a game where we could build our ideal person the group of girls who i was with said their ideal person would have my heart. Stop it. I got teary eyed. Maybe I’m more blessed then I thought.
i just want to give up, but right now its not worth it.
But like why am I still working retail and every weekend? I would rather be studying or Obvi having a good freaking time. Ughhhh.
Been listening to Lee Brice nonstop today. His cd is amaze. Country music never disappoints
honestly. I am going to pray everyday that this new job opportunity is as amazing as I hope and feel it could be. I deserve it. I need another new beginning in my life. There is seriously something missing and I think this may be it!